I have been unfocused on English Literature. It requires tremendous amounts of books, reading and analysis; I can’t study it anymore 😦 It requires a lot of attention, something I can’t afford to pay anymore. So, no more notes on English Literature 😦 I might switch to Business Studies, which is hopefully, a lot less analytical. I just need a subject which requires more understanding than analysis. I might change the decision on the subject choice. I had to accept that the past few months, ever since switching my medication, things weren’t going well for me.
I keep sighing all over the place. I got really unrealistic that I could study this subject with my……mind. So I can’t. I used to be able to study for long hours, without break. Now I can’t anymore. My physical and mental health isn’t quite optimal and I need less resistance to my well-being. It took me months to accept this, I wish I accepted this sooner.
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Mon Never Learns 